Failing Forward
There’s an old Zen teaching: “In the beginner’s mind there are many possibilities; in the expert’s mind, there are few.” I think about this often when I work with people who are learning something new - whether it’s a spiritual practice, deep listening, or simply the work of being human. The beginner’s mind is open, curious, willing to try and fail, to learn and adjust. It doesn’t grasp too tightly at knowing or performing. But somewhere along the way, many of us absorb the idea that failure is something shameful, something to be avoided or hidden.
I don’t buy that. I'm pro-beginner's mind!
Failure is inevitable, and if we meet it with openness, it can be a teacher. The key is how we fail. Do we fail backward-contracting into fear, blame, or avoidance? Or do we fail forward-embracing the discomfort, learning from it, and continuing the journey?
The Wisdom of Failing Forward
Failing forward isn’t about making failure the goal. It’s about allowing it to be part of growth. When we fail forward, we:
- See mistakes as information, not proof of unworthiness.
- Stay curious: about ourselves, about the process, about what might work next.
- Name what went wrong honestly, without spiraling into shame.
- Adapt, try again, and keep moving.
A dear friend of mine, who lives with CP, has learned this lesson in a way that humbles me. Sometimes, when they fall in public, they have to take care of the worried bystanders first. They’ll say, “It’s okay. I’m okay. We can all take it easy because I’m really good at falling. I have lots of practice. So, now let’s figure out the best way to get me where I need to be again.”
We live with so much fear: but fear of what, exactly? What if failure at school, work, or even being a "good human” isn’t the disaster we imagine? What if failure is actually part of the path?
We are meant to fail. But more importantly, we are meant to fail forward. Because when you fail forward, you’re learning. Every mistake, every wrong turn, and every moment of doubt is an invitation to adjust, grow, and move.
Failing Softly
Sometimes, though, we need to fail soft. Not every failure has to be a grand lesson. Sometimes, the kindest thing we can do for ourselves is to acknowledge the bruising and rest in grace for a while. There’s a reason so many sacred traditions make space for lament, for grief, for the tenderness of not knowing what comes next.
Even the Psalms are filled with failure: lamenting, crying out, then finding a way forward again. The wisdom traditions remind us that struggle is not a detour. It’s part of the sacred road.
Failing soft means:
- Giving ourselves time to process, rather than rushing to extract meaning.
- Letting others hold us when we need support.
- Remembering that our worth was never tied to our success.
Some failures change the course of our lives. Others are small missteps in the journey. Either way, we remain whole, holy, and worthy.
You’ve Survived Every Mistake So Far
If it’s any comfort at all, you’ve survived every single screw-up you’ve ever made: right up until this moment. Every stumble has been part of your path. If you’re reading this, you’re still here. Still trying. Still learning. And that’s everything.
Tich Nhat Hanh reminds us: No mud, no lotus. You don’t get to the beautiful bloom without the mess, the compost, the struggle. The Tibetan Buddhist pilgrimage echoes this: Fall and get up, over and over. That’s the journey. Not perfection, but persistence.
Almost every culture has its trickster: Raven, Coyote, Anansi, Eshu. The trickster shakes things up, pokes at social norms, and forces us to see from a new angle. Sometimes by laughing at ourselves. Sometimes by showing us that the “rules” we cling to might not be real at all.
The Heyoka of Native American traditions is a sacred clown, turning things upside down so we can see them more clearly. They make us uncomfortable. They remind us that we don’t have it all together. And that’s okay. Doctor Patch Adams wore a clown nose into hospitals because laughter heals. Shakespeare’s fools spoke truth to power when no one else dared. Even Jesus, with his paradoxes and riddles, challenged the way we think.
The Fool’s Journey: Stepping Off the Cliff
Sometimes, the best way forward is a little foolishness.
In the Tarot, the Fool is not an idiot. The Fool is the one who takes the leap, not knowing what’s ahead, but willing to trust the journey. The Fool doesn’t have all the answers, but they keep going. They journey forward. They fail forward.
We all have a field of manageable risk: a space just beyond our comfort zone. It looks different for each of us. But once you know where yours is, consider shifting into it more often.
Fail, Adjust, Grow, and Fall into Resilience
We need more than self-forgiveness in order to fail forward. We also need community. As Michelle Obama noted when talking about Kamala Harris “She understands that most of us will never be afforded the grace of failing forward. We will never benefit from the affirmative action of generational wealth.”(*) To be resilient we need the cushion of those who love us and believe in us to help us back up when we fall.
The thing about failing forward is that it keeps you in motion. The trickster, the fool, the innovator, all of them keep moving. They don’t retreat into shame or stagnation. They make mistakes, sure, but they use those mistakes as stepping stones.
Maybe your path has been messy. Maybe you’ve taken wrong turns. Maybe you’ve stepped off a cliff a few times. Good. That means you’re moving. That means you’re alive.
You are Allowed to be Imperfect
Maybe you are building a webpage maybe you are writing to an elected representative. Maybe you are asking someone on a date. Maybe you are feeling your way into an ethical code. Maybe you are practicing using the right pronouns for a new acquaintance or a family member. Maybe you are trying to learn about the life experience of someone different from you. You are allowed to be imperfect. You are allowed to mess up, apologize, and try again. You don’t need to wallow in “mea culpa” – you do need to take responsibility, possibly make amends, and do it differently next time, because you learned! You didn’t fail because you are bad or wrong. You failed because you tried and I’m celebrating that with you!
So what’s stopping you from living your authentic life?
Stay coachable. Stay open. Fail forward, always.
Whatever today holds – whether you are failing forward, failing soft, or simply showing up – know this: You are not alone. The path is still unfolding. And you are still here, still worthy, still whole.
Rev. Amy Beltaine
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