The Reading Before the Reading: Tarot, Presence & the Holy Cup

Drinking the Tea: Card Reading for Spiritual Companioning

In spiritual direction and card-based discernment alike, there's a profound shift when we stop treating the tools, Tarot, oracle, images, even the question itself, as the point, and begin to see them as companions. We move from “reading the leaves” to drinking the tea together.

This movement is not about interpretive authority or even structured layouts, though those have their place. This is about presence. The real magic often happens before the reading begins or without a formal reading at all. The act of sitting together, sipping metaphorical (or literal) tea, is as sacred as the moment of revelation. Maybe more.

In my own Tarot practice, and this extends to any form of contemplative card work, I find that a single card, drawn with attention and held in shared reflection, can be as rich and complete as an entire spread. There’s power in asking: Where do you feel this in your body? What word stands out? Which image unsettles or comforts you? A one-card pull becomes an invitation into lived wisdom, expanding insight.

Seekers often arrive hoping for answers. But what unfolds is a mirror of wisdom they already carry, just waiting for permission to be perceived.

The card helps hold the space, but it is the sipping, far more than the scrying, that builds trust and transformation.

It’s less about divining the future than about making room for the present. Less about providing solutions, and more about lighting gentle fires of self-knowing. What we offer is never a prescription: it’s a hot chocolate for the soul.

Sometimes, the reading happens before the reading. Sometimes, the ritual, the breath, the shuffle, the image, the shared pause, is what reveals the wisdom that’s already waiting. Tarot, like all sacred tools, is not the thing itself, it’s a companion The cards become image-bearing, question-holding, moment-making partner on the spiritual journey.

This post explores three movements that I’ve found especially helpful in using Tarot or oracle cards as part of spiritual direction. I've moved away from divination or prediction, and toward soul witnessing and presence. Each movement is optional. But each, if entered with care, has the power to shift the whole shape of the conversation.

Movement 1: Choosing a Card to Represent Yourself

Rather than starting with a card, layout, or interpretation, sometimes the most powerful opening is simply: Who do you feel like right now?

If using Tarot, invite the seeker to reflect on what is most alive within them at the moment. How would they describe themselves in terms of what is present for them right now? Perhaps they arrived at this moment with a burning question. Perhaps they have a gentle curiosity about their true self or path. Or perhaps they are grappling with meaning or connection.

Who Am I in this Moment?

To begin, invite the seeker into discernment about who they are in this moment. This is a contemplative act that can be deeply illuminating, sometimes even more so than the reading itself.

Before laying out a single card, we can pause and ask: who am I, right now? What archetype reflects my current soul-place? Am I beginning something, nurturing something, letting something go? Which element is stirring in me, water’s emotion, fire’s longing, earth’s groundedness, or air’s clarity? These questions guide us to choose a card that represents our current self, as a truth-telling

Steps and Insights

Ask if they’d like to choose a card to represent themselves (rather than drawing one at random). This gives them agency and insight.

1. For example, you might focus on the court cards (Page, Knight, Queen, King) of the traditional Tarot deck. In this case, invite reflection on:

• What stage of life they feel they are in

Ask them to choose one that feels like it represents who they are in this moment. If using other cards, adjust the below model to fit those cards.

This isn’t about hierarchy or medieval identities. It’s about spiritual season and elemental resonance.

• Are they feeling tender, just beginning something, exploring (Page)?

• Are they in motion, carrying fire or change, pursuing a mission (Knight)?

• Are they sustaining something, consolidating or expanding an already established domain, working with sovereignty, or deepening a skilled role (King)?

• Are they witnessing, reflecting, integrating, aging or saging (Queen)?

2. Which element resonates for them in the moment: Earth (body/practicality), Air (mind/ideas), Water (emotion/connection), or Fire (spirit/inspiration)?

• Do they feel most connected to the clarity of Air, the warmth of Fire, the depth of Water, or the steadiness of Earth? If working with other types of cards, you might be looking at associations from other cultures or traditions. Earth/Air/Fire/Water is not the only system of suits/elements!

You might offer some descriptions of the suits and roles, but often, simply placing the cards in front of them and asking Which one feels like you? opens a profound moment of self-reflection.

The chosen card becomes a spiritual name tag, a gesture of self-recognition. The chosen card becomes an archetypal mirror, inviting the seeker to honor who they are and what energies are most present for them in the moment.

And from there, the reading, if one happens, has already begun.

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Movement 2: Settling in and Meditative Shuffling

“Would it be all right if I just shuffled for a bit?”
Her voice trembled slightly, but her hands were steady on the cards.
“Yes,” I said, “you don’t have to draw anything unless you want to.”
She breathed. Sat back. Shuffled. It became rhythm as the sounds of cards tapped on the table, the shirring of paper slipping past paper, and then snapping into place, repeated. Ten minutes passed.
She never did draw. But something opened.

Shuffling as Prayer

Sometimes, we never draw a card.

The act of shuffling can be its own practice. I’ve watched seekers sink into the rhythm, not ready to pull and grateful for the silence. The shuffle becomes a centering bell, a way to move from anxious mind into contemplative body.

Settling into the practice can be as rich and revealing as the reading itself. The shuffle is more than just preparation, it is prayer, meditation, and alignment.

When we are on Zoom and I'm the one shuffling the cards, I accompany the shuffling with an invitation for them to enter into meditation. When you are in person and your seeker is open to shuffling you might offer an invitation like:

“Take as long as feels good with the shufflin.? Being with the cards in this way is an important part of the practice."

Encourage the seeker to let their hands move while their heart settles. This is an opportunity for them to feel into the sensations present in their body, the movements in their heart, mind, and soul. You can encourage them to notice shifts and emergences as they dwell with the question or topic.

Steps and Insights

During the time of shuffling you can offer quiet prompts:

• What are you noticing in your body right now?

• Is there a word or image you’re holding as you shuffle?

• What are you hoping the cards might help reflect or hold?

I often say: The reading begins with becoming present to what is.

• Invite them to breathe, feel into their body, and name (silently or aloud) what is true for them in the moment.

• Encourage visualization: what unseen forces are helping bring these cards into alignment with their truth?

• Trust that the process of sinking into presence is already a form of spiritual direction.

In the act of shuffling, breathing, and asking what is true for us right now, something aligns. The cards become almost secondary, their magic is in the way they give form to the insight we’ve already begun to claim.

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Movement 3: Choosing a Layout

Card work becomes spiritual accompaniment through presence, consent, and shared reflection.

Offering different layouts helps the seeker clarify the scope of their question or the sense of their questing. 

Once you've settled into your self-knowing and drawn (or chosen) a card to reflect who you are, the next question is: what do you need help seeing? This is where the layout comes in, a structure to help you frame your curiosity, receive insight, or open to mystery.

Choice and Honing

Layouts are not maps showing us answers, instead they're invitations into deeper presence. Always, we begin with choice, offering the seeker options. Let the structure serve the question, not the other way around.

Steps and Insights

• Check in: Might a single card suffice today? Is the "Yes/No" layout resonating? Or the "Know Thyself" layout? Or perhaps a modified Celtic cross? Or perhaps no layout?

• Offer Options: Sometimes, a seeker is drawn to a complexly structured layout, like the Tree of Life. It offers a series of placements, splendor, strength, understanding, mercy, each one a prompt, a doorway.

• Get Creative: Would they like to pull a card today from one place that resonates, say, “wisdom” or “foundation”?

• Allow for Spaciousness: Perhaps for the Tree of Life layout it would serve to draw one card per session, letting each sphere speak across a season of spiritual direction?

• Let go: Or is today a day for simplicity, a single card, no layout, just presence?

Whichever layout is chosen, remember, it’s not necessary to “do the full spread.” In fact, this part of the discernment is asking the seeker what they need. 

Offering these options becomes part of the companioning itself. It honors agency and asks for consent. Practicing consent in the logistics of the reading, engenders a practice of consent in the soul-level work of being met and seen.

The deeper shift, always, is from seeking answers to seeking presence. And from presence, comes offering.

In this kind of practice, the cards do not offer a verdict or a prescription. They offer a mirror. A gentle reflection. A story waiting to be explored together. As companions, we are not “reading” for someone. As companions we are making room for what their soul already knows, and may be ready to say aloud. As always, the companion is discerning when and how much observation to offer. We avoid interpretation and offer comfort or invitation. We do not force the experience toward a goal of clarity, but offer company. We offer tissues, snacks, and meaning and connection for the soul, something warm and companionable to let the hidden truths come forward and sit at the table with us.

That’s the tea. Literally and metaphorically.

It’s not just about the cards, or the layout, or the leaves at the bottom of the cup. It’s about what happens when we sit together. When we sip and wonder and listen without fixing.

We don’t just read the tea leaves.

We drink the tea.

Try It: A Mini Practice

Next time you sit with someone (or with yourself) and a deck of cards, try this simplified flow. It contains the three movements, a reading, and a reminder:

1. Who Are You Today?
   Choose a card that feels like it reflects who you are right now. No need to explain. Just name it.

2. Settle & Shuffle.
   Spend 3–5 minutes in quiet. Let your hands shuffle. Feel into the sensations in your body, the movements in your heart, mind, and soul. Notice shifts and emergences as you dwell with the question or topic.

3. Choose Your Framework (or Layout)
   Sense what kind of structure might support you: a layout with multiple cards, a single card in response to a question, or simply silence.

4. Lay Down One (or more) card(s)
   If and when it feels right, draw a single card. Sit with it. Let the card lead you to a word, a memory, a gesture, a story. If you chose a layout, pull a second card and after spending time with that card, spend some time letting the cards talk to each other, and interact with the placement they are in. Repeat to fill the frame and then back up to take in the whole picture.

5. Sip, Don’t Rush.
   Treat this like a conversation with a wise friend, not a quiz with a right answer.

Coda: One Card, One Cup

You don’t need a ten-card Celtic Cross to be a deep companion to someone’s unfolding story. You need presence. A good question. Maybe an image. And a mug.

Whether you're drawing from Tarot, oracle decks, art cards, or simply from your own deep listening, this work is about mirroring someone into remembering themselves.

Sometimes you’ll draw a card.

Sometimes you’ll hold space.

Sometimes you’ll say, “Here. Have some tea.”

And every now and then, you’ll watch someone’s soul peek out, blinking, ready to speak.

Beloved, you are whole, holy and worthy,

Rev. Amy

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For Further Exploration

• Greer, Mary K. Tarot for Your Self - A classic in the world of introspective Tarot work. Encourages personal insight and spiritual growth rather than prediction.
https://www.tarotpassages.com/marykgreer.htm

• Arrien, Angeles. The Tarot Handbook - Integrates cross-cultural archetypes, psychology, and spiritual development with the Tarot.
https://www.angelesarrien.com/tarot.html

• Pollack, Rachel. Seventy-Eight Degrees of Wisdom - One of the deepest dives into the layers of Tarot meaning and spiritual reflection.
https://rachelpollack.com/tarot-books/ 

• Beltaine, Amy. Ethical Tarot Practice: An Evolving Perspective - Explores how tarot can support spiritual direction without slipping into prediction, projection, or appropriation. Offers practical tips and grounded reflection for ethical engagement.
https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/01/the-ethics-of-using-tarot-cards.html

• Matthews, Caitlín. Untold Tarot: The Lost Art of Reading Ancient Tarots - Offers insight into historical approaches to tarot as conversation and presence, not just divination. Grounded in Marseille decks and soulful inquiry.
https://caitlin-matthews.blogspot.com/2018/04/the-untold-tarot.html

• Beltaine, Amy. Ethical Spiritual Companioning: A Foundation of Trust and Integrity – A vital exploration of spiritual direction ethics, including consent, boundaries, and integrity. This underpins the compassionate, consent-based approach to card practice shared in Drinking the Tea.
https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/03/ethical-spiritual-companioning.html 

• Beltaine, Amy. The Heart of Spiritual Direction – An introductory guide to spiritual companioning, highlighting deep listening, sacred presence, and the relational space that sets the stage for contemplative practices like card work.
https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/02/the-heart-of-spiritual-direction.html

Deep Listening: While You WAIT

Words shape the sacred space of spiritual direction, but so does silence. In a previous post, W.A.I.T.: Why Am I Talking, I explored how intentional restraint helps companions create spaciousness for Spirit. This post is the other side of that practice: what happens while you wait.

If W.A.I.T. teaches us when and why to speak, Deep Listening teaches us how and to what we attend.

Listening Beneath the Words

Deep listening is more than hearing. It is a contemplative posture, receiving another’s story with heart, body, and spirit. It invites us to notice tone, rhythm, silence, gesture, and what stirs within ourselves as we listen.

In Buddhist mindfulness, this is “listening with beginner’s mind.”
In the Christian contemplative tradition, Benedict calls it “listening with the ear of the heart.”
Indigenous and Pagan wisdom remind us to listen to wind, water, stone, and silence as teachers.
In Quaker practice, we “listen beneath the words” for the movement of Spirit.

Each path points toward the same truth: listening itself can be prayer.

Drawing by Hawthorne Post

Listening With Your Whole Self

When you are fully present, your body participates in the listening. Breath slows. Muscles soften. Attention widens.

Before speaking,  or even forming a question, pause to notice:

• What sensations arise as your explorer speaks?

• What emotions ripple through you?

• What happens in your breath and belly as silence deepens?

Your body’s wisdom helps you discern whether a response serves the seeker or your own comfort. This is deep listening in action: grounded, embodied awareness that keeps your voice aligned with sacred purpose.

The Threefold Attention

As you listen, you are attending on three levels:

1. To the Explorer: their words, emotions, and unfolding meaning.

2. To Yourself: your interior reactions, intuitions, and resonances.

3. To the Holy: the subtle movement of Spirit within and between you both.

Holding awareness of all three creates a living triangle of presence. None are ignored; all are received with reverence.

Practice: Listening Beneath the Words

During your next session, experiment with this contemplative practice:

1. Take three deep breaths before your explorer begins to speak.

2. As they share, silently repeat, “I am listening.”

3. Attend to your body as well as their words.

4. When you notice silence, let it expand instead of filling it.

5. Afterward, reflect:

   • What did I hear from my explorer?

   • What did I hear from within?

   • What did I hear from Spirit?

Listening this way is active, though it may appear still. It builds the inner spaciousness that W.A.I.T. protects. Together, these two practices, W.A.I.T. and Deep Listening, create a rhythm of speaking and silence, giving and receiving, that allows the sacred to emerge naturally.

Beloved, you are whole, holy, and worthy.

— Rev. Amy

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See Also These Posts

• W.A.I.T.: Why Am I Talking – Explores common pitfalls in spiritual direction and how to cultivate presence instead. https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/05/wait-common-pitfalls-in-spiritual.html

• Communication Theory in Spiritual Direction – A deeper dive into the psychological and spiritual foundations of listening and presence.
    https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2024/01/communication-theory-in-spiritual.html

• The Heart of Spiritual Direction – Introduces the foundations of spiritual direction, highlighting presence, sacred listening, and the call to honor seekers as whole and holy. https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/02/the-heart-of-spiritual-direction.html

• I-Thou: Pronouns and Invitation in Spiritual Companioning – Offers reflection on relational language and its impact in spiritual direction. https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/05/i-thou-pronouns-and-invitation-in.html

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For Further Exploration

• Oliveros, Pauline – Deep Listening: A Composer’s Sound Practice – A contemplative and creative approach to awareness through sound, silence, and presence.
https://deeplistening.rpi.edu

• Palmer, Parker – Let Your Life Speak – Explores how deep listening to self and Spirit reveals authentic vocation.
https://couragerenewal.org/let-your-life-speak

• Palmer, Parker – A Hidden Wholeness: The Journey Toward an Undivided Life – On creating “circles of trust” where deep listening, silence, and inner wisdom can emerge.
https://couragerenewal.org/a-hidden-wholeness

• May, Gerald G. – Care of Mind, Care of Spirit – A classic text on the director’s inner stance: silence, presence, and discernment.

• Barry, William A. & Connolly, William J. – The Practice of Spiritual Direction – Explores how silence and the director’s interior response open the way for divine encounter.

• Harrow, Judy – Spiritual Mentoring: A Pagan Guide – Grounded wisdom on compassionate language and presence within Pagan and earth-based traditions.

This Heart of Sacred Tending series is ©2025 Amy Beltaine, all rights reserved. You may freely reprint any blog post, website, or print resource. Simply include the following attribution, and if you print online, make the link at the end live: 

Article ©2025 Amy Beltaine, all rights reserved. Reprinted with permission. This article and hundreds of others, along with other free resources, are available at http://www.AmyBeltaine.info

Spiritual Tending for Mortals: Attending to Death, Dying, and Loss

Attending to Death, Dying, and Loss

How we meet death shapes how we live. Death is a certainty of human life, yet many cultures treat it as unspeakable. Those facing their mortality often find themselves isolated, and those grieving may be pressured to move on too quickly. As spiritual companions, we are called to hold space for the realities of death, dying, and loss and support seekers in finding meaning within their spiritual traditions.

This post offers a practical framework for accompanying people through three key experiences: grappling with mortality, preparing for death, and navigating bereavement. Ritual, tradition, and compassionate presence can help people move through these profound transitions.

Photo courtesy of Flickr Creative Commons, Photo User HORIZON

Grappling with Mortality

Some seekers arrive in spiritual companionship when they begin to face their mortality—through aging, illness, or an awareness of life’s fragility. These conversations can bring deep existential questions:

What is my life’s meaning? What happens after I die? How do I prepare?

Try These Ways to Support Seekers

• Inviting open, spiritually grounded conversation: Many have never spoken openly about death. Acknowledging fears, hopes, and uncertainties can be profoundly freeing. Whether they frame mortality through reincarnation, heaven, ancestral connection, or mystery, companions can help seekers explore their beliefs with depth and clarity.
• Encouraging life review: Reflecting on one’s journey, values, and relationships can bring peace. Practices like storytelling, letter-writing, or compiling a spiritual autobiography can be meaningful. This can lead to the question posed by the poet Mary Oliver: “What do you wish to do with your one precious life?”

Many seekers will also ask, “Where is the Divine in this?” ...especially as they encounter suffering, fear, or grief. This is a question to hold with great care. A companion does not need to provide an answer but can gently explore this longing, inviting the seeker’s own wisdom and experience to emerge.

Preparing for Death: Accompanying Those Nearing the End

Spiritual companionship brings sacred presence. The focus shifts from seeking answers to finding comfort, closure, and connection. Often, the companion’s role also extends to those close to the dying person—offering guidance and support to loved ones.

Ways to Accompany Someone Nearing Death

• Attuning to their needs: Some may wish to reflect on their lives; others may simply want quiet companionship. Compassionate presence is key.
• Engaging in ritual: Ritual can provide grounding and peace. This may include reciting prayers, offering blessings, or drawing from the seeker’s tradition—such as a Wiccan passing ritual, Christian last rites, or Tibetan Buddhist death meditations.
• Supporting goodbyes:  Helping a person express final words to loved ones or engage in symbolic acts (like passing on meaningful objects) can bring resolution.

Ring Theory by Susan Silk, Illustration by Wes Bausmith/LA Times

Bereavement: Anticipatory Loss and Coping with Grief

Grief often begins before a loved one has died, and it does not follow a predictable course. Companions can support people from anticipatory grief through the long journey of loss.

Key Ways to Accompany the Bereaved:

• Breaking the taboo of grief: Many feel pressure to “move on” or grieve a certain way. Companions affirm that grief is not a problem to be solved but a process to be honored. Consider attending a Death Café or facilitating similar discussions in your community.
• Holding space for mourning rituals: Sitting Shiva, ancestor altars, lighting candles, and writing letters to the deceased are just a few ways different traditions support the grieving. Exploring or creating personalized rituals can help seekers find solace.
• Encouraging self-compassion: Grief is unpredictable; waves of sorrow, moments of peace, and unexpected emotions are all natural. Companions can affirm that whatever arises is part of the process.

Complicated Grief: Sudden Death, Child Loss, and Other Deep Wounds

Some losses carry a unique weight: losing a child, experiencing a sudden or violent death, or enduring a miscarriage or stillbirth. These kinds of grief can be especially complex, bringing profound sorrow, anger, guilt, or shock.

In Rochester, NY, nurses created a gentle ritual for families grieving infant loss, offering time, touch, and keepsakes to honor the child’s life.

When offering such rituals, consent is essential. Not every grieving person will want to engage in these practices, and no one should be pressured. The role of a spiritual companion is to offer, not impose—to listen deeply and respond with care to the needs of the seeker.

Additionally, some seekers may come to you because they themselves are struggling with wanting to die, or because they love someone who is suicidal or who has chosen to die. These are tender and difficult realities that require deep presence and often professional collaboration. I address them more fully in another post [https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2025/05/traveling-with-despair-consent.html].

Addressing Misunderstandings

There’s no “right” way to grieve. People often feel pressured to grieve quickly or loudly or in a particular way. Companions affirm that every grief journey is unique, and there is no timeline for healing.

“The Stages of Grief are not Stages”, art by Beth Erlander

Self-Care for Spiritual Companions

Companioning others through death and grief is sacred work, but it can also be emotionally taxing. To sustain this work, have your own companion, seek supervision, honor your limits. Consent works both ways. If a conversation is too emotionally heavy, it’s okay to pause or refer the seeker to additional support.

Final Thoughts

Spiritual companions play a vital role in making space for death, dying, and grief by breaking silence, offering ritual, attending to the presence of the sacred, and honoring each person’s unique journey. By showing up with care and presence, we help seekers navigate one of life’s greatest transitions with dignity and meaning. Attending to death is an act of deep love for life itself.

You are whole, holy, and worthy.

Rev. Amy

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Further Reading & Resources

• Death Café – A global movement normalizing conversations about death.
• The Wild Edge of Sorrow by Francis Weller – A deep dive into grief and ritual.
• The Five Invitations by Frank Ostaseski – Lessons from a Buddhist hospice pioneer.
• It’s OK That You’re Not OK by Megan Devine – A compassionate guide for grievers.
• National Hospice and Palliative Care Organization – Hospice resources and end-of-life planning.

How have you witnessed or participated in meaningful end-of-life rituals? I invite you to share reflections in the comments.

This Heart of Spiritual Direction series is ©2025 Amy Beltaine, all rights reserved. You may freely reprint any blog post, website, or print resource. Simply include the following attribution, and if you print online, make the link at the end live:

Article ©2025 Amy Beltaine, all rights reserved. Reprinted with permission. This article and hundreds of others, along with other free resources are available at http://www.AmyBeltaine.info

What Bessel van der Kolk Got Wrong: A Spiritual Companion’s Reflection on Trauma

The Score We Keep

Bessel van der Kolk’s The Body Keeps the Score has become a sacred text in trauma discourse. It’s cited in therapy rooms, yoga studios, and spiritual circles alike. And yet, as spiritual companions, we must ask: what score are we keeping, and whose story does it serve?

This post is not a dismissal of van der Kolk’s contributions, but a curious unearthing of what lies beneath the surface: what he missed, what he himself has moved beyond, and how we, as spiritual companions, can hold trauma in ways that honor the soul’s journey toward wholeness. 

I want to add a different term for "trauma". The term 'spiritual imbalance' has been used in some indigenous cultures to refer to the experience van der Kolk terms 'trauma'. I find it interesting to use that phrase as a way to expand how I think, and to remove the overused (and let's face it) buzzword: trauma. When we speak of spiritual imbalance, we shift from a clinical framework that often focuses on damage and pathology to one that suggests the possibility of restoration and realignment. This language invites us to consider not just what has been broken, but what sacred equilibrium might be recovered. It acknowledges that our deepest wounds often occur at the level of spirit and meaning, disrupting our connection to ourselves, our communities, and our sense of place in the larger web of existence. The word 'imbalance' itself suggests that what has been thrown off-kilter can, with proper tending, be brought back into harmony.

I know there are other ways to talk about the ways life experiences continue to echo and affect us long afterward. I encourage you to find other phrases and descriptions as a way to expand how we live with, how we heal, and how we thrive.

Each reframing also honors the wisdom of cultures that understand healing as a restoration of spiritual wholeness rather than simply the absence of symptoms.

Neuroscience of PTSD. ScienceWorks Behavioural Healthcare. Kiesa Kelly

Let Sleeping Dogs Lie: A Reconsideration of Unearthing

Van der Kolk’s model assumes that trauma must be excavated, faced, and reprocessed. This is the foundation of many trauma therapies: exposure, EMDR, somatic experiencing. But what if healing doesn’t always require digging?

Some practitioners and scholars argue that focusing on health, resilience, and present-moment safety can be just as, if not more, effective than revisiting pain:

• Existential and Philosophical Perspectives
  Trauma theorist B. T. Reuther suggests that over-focusing on trauma can hinder a full understanding of human experience. Instead, integrating spiritual imbalance into a broader existential framework allows for healing through meaning-making and embodiment.

• Pluralistic Counseling Psychology
  Catherine Athanasiadou-Lewis critiques the dominance of trauma-focused cognitive behavioral models. She advocates for eclectic and psychodynamic approaches that honor the complexity of the psyche and allow for healing without direct confrontation.

• Ethical Concerns
  Anne Rothe’s critique of postmodern trauma theory warns against turning "trauma" into a sacred object that must be unearthed and venerated. She calls this “irresponsible nonsense,” arguing that such models can confuse victimhood, retraumatize listeners, and obscure ethical clarity.

Archeological Dig. Designed by Wannapik

The Spiritual Lens: Spiritual Imbalance as Sacred Threshold

In spiritual companionship, spiritual imbalance is not pathology. What can it be if we apply a spiritual or wholeness lens?

• Wholeness Over Wounding
  Van der Kolk’s model often implies that spiritual imbalance leaves us permanently broken. But spiritual traditions teach that wounds are portals. As Jalalaldin  Mohammed Rumi says, “The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” We must move from scorekeeping to soul-tending.

• Embodiment Without Fixation
  While van der Kolk emphasizes body-based therapies, he sometimes treats the body as a battleground. In contrast, spiritual practice invites us to inhabit the body as a temple. We are not attempting to fix something broken. We show up to listen. Breathwork, dreamwork, and movement are not cures; they are conversations.

• Relational Holding
  Trauma healing is not a solo endeavor. Companions hold space. We do not diagnose. We witness. We do not ask, “What happened to you?” but “What is seeking to be born through this pain?”

DBT for Trauma. ScienceWorks Behavioral Healthcare. Kiesa Kelly

For the Companion: How We Hold What Hurts

As spiritual companions, we are called to:

• Resist reduction: Avoid reducing spiritual imbalance to neurobiology or symptomology. Honor its mystery, its mythic dimension.
• Center the margins: Hold stories that dominant narratives erase. Listen for the voices beneath the score.
• Practice presence: Healing is not accomplished through pure technique. It requires presence. It is the sacred act of sitting beside someone in their becoming.

Beyond the Score

Van der Kolk gave us language for trauma. But language is not the whole story. The soul speaks in symbols, silence, and sacred rupture. As companions, we travel with questions, not answers. We travel with awe.

The body may keep the score, but the spirit keeps the song.

Beloved, you are whole, holy and worthy,

Rev. Amy
Companioning soul-weary change-makers becoming rooted, aligned and alive again.

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For Further Exploration

• van der Kolk, Bessel. The Body Keeps the Score – A foundational text in trauma discourse, exploring how trauma reshapes the body and brain.

  Scheeringa, Michael. The Body Does Not Keep the Score – A critical review of van der Kolk’s claims, challenging the scientific basis of trauma narratives.

  Rothe, Anne. “Irresponsible Nonsense: An Epistemological and Ethical Critique of Postmodern Trauma Theory” – A sharp critique of trauma theory’s cultural elevation and ethical implications.

  AlAmmar, Layla. “This Book is Trash” – A literary trauma scholar’s blunt critique of van der Kolk’s erasure of systemic and marginalized trauma.

  Reuther, B. T. “Philosophical and Existential Perspectives on Trauma” – Offers a broader framework for understanding trauma through meaning-making and embodiment.

  Athanasiadou-Lewis, Catherine. “A Critical Evaluation of the Conceptual Model and Empirical Evidence for PTSD Treatments” – Advocates for pluralistic approaches beyond trauma-focused CBT.

See Also on This Blog

• Body Grief - Clarifies the difference between trauma and body-related losses. Discusses spiritual companioning with explorers who have grief related to their bodies. 
  https://abeltaine.blogspot.com/2026/03/body-grief-when-body-itself-is-loss.html 

• Trauma Integration in Spiritual Tending – Offers grounded approaches to accompanying seekers who carry trauma, with attention to scope of practice, spiritual safety, body-based practices, and the sacredness of the healing journey.

• Bearing Witness to Moral Injury – Explores how spiritual companions can support those wrestling with ethical pain and inner conflict.

• Introduction to Trauma-Informed Spiritual Tending – Outlines key principles of trauma-aware companioning and how they support safety, agency, and healing.

• Supporting Souls in Shadows: Spiritual Direction and Depression – Offers insights for accompanying seekers through times of grief, depression, and spiritual dryness.

• Traveling with Despair: Consent, Companionship & the Sacred – Explores how spiritual companions can meet seekers in despair with consent-based care, avoiding rescue impulses. Draws on mysticism, trauma wisdom, and the sacredness of shadowed journeys.

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W.A.I.T.: Common Pitfalls in Spiritual Companioning

W.A.I.T.: Why Am I Talking

Words shape the sacred space of spiritual direction. A well-timed phrase can open a doorway; a careless one can close it. Most missteps in spiritual companioning aren’t born from bad intentions—they come from habit. We fill silence too quickly. We reach for certainty when presence is what’s needed. We offer advice when the holy invitation is simply to listen.

Your reverent attention helps your explorer become more aware of the indwelling Presence that calls and moves within them. Your steady presence helps them find their way through sacred territory that only they can navigate.

Many of us have never had someone just be with us—listening without fixing, receiving without judgment. When someone finally does, it can be life-changing.

A simple practice helps keep us grounded in that kind of holy listening:

W.A.I.T. — Why Am I Talking?

Before you speak, ask yourself:

• Am I trying to fix or guide?
• Am I filling silence or seeking resolution out of discomfort?
• Am I imposing meaning rather than inviting discovery?

• Is this about me? Or about my explorer?

The best spiritual direction is spacious and invitational. Practicing W.A.I.T. builds our capacity to speak with intention and restraint, making room for the Spirit’s quiet voice.

This post explores common pitfalls in spiritual direction and how to cultivate presence instead.

“Wait” Hand in red circle, By Devendra Karkar CC4.0

Common Pitfalls (and How to Avoid Them)

Let’s explore some frequent challenges in spiritual direction and how to transform them into opportunities for deeper presence.

1. Directing Instead of Inviting

“You should” or “you need to” may seem helpful, but they center your voice, not your explorer’s.

• Pitfall: “You need to trust the process.”
• Try instead: “I wonder if 'trust' is showing up for you? How does that word land in this context?”

The alternative keeps the seeker in charge of their own meaning-making while signaling curiosity rather than certainty. Trust that your explorer has shared what they’re ready to. Don’t press or pry—honor their boundaries. W.A.I.T.

2. Leading Questions

Some questions subtly direct the seeker toward a particular response rather than allowing open exploration.

• Pitfall: “Do you think this happened for a reason?”
• Try instead: “What meaning, if any, do you find in this?”

The second phrasing allows the seeker to explore freely rather than steering them toward a conclusion. Stay curious. Let the meaning unfold naturally, in their time. 

3. Discomfort and the Fear of Silence

Tolerate your own discomfort

You may be uncomfortable in the presence of grief, pain, anger, or confusion. Bear with it. Don't rush to shut them up with spiritual bypassing, slick pieties, or cheap comfort. WAIT. 

Talking Too Soon: The Fear of Silence

Silence is one of the most powerful tools in spiritual direction. Many directors, however, feel the need to fill it—whether out of discomfort or a desire to help.

• Pitfall: Jumping in too quickly with a question, comfort or advice.
• Try instead: Hold silence. If needed, gently offer: “We have time.”

A well-timed pause allows seekers to find their own insights rather than being led too quickly toward resolution. WAIT. Let the silence speak.

4. Guessing or Assuming Instead of Asking

Seekers experience emotions in unique and deeply personal ways. Naming an assumed feeling can sometimes shut down their ability to process honestly. Don’t guess what they feel. Ask, observe, wonder.

• Pitfall: “That must have been so painful for you.”
• Try instead: “I notice a shift in your tone—would you like to share what’s coming up?”

Instead of projecting an emotion, the alternative invites the seeker to describe their experience in their own words.

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5. Reflecting Without Parroting

Reflective listening is a vital skill in spiritual direction, but when done poorly, it can feel robotic or inattentive. Reflection deepens insight—but robotic repetition misses the mark.

• Pitfall: Repeating the seeker’s words exactly.

  • Seeker: “I just feel lost.”

  • Director: “You feel lost.” (Can sound mechanical.)

  Try instead: “You’re feeling unmoored, or maybe directionless—what is that like for you?”

Instead of simply mirroring, paraphrasing allows the seeker to refine and deepen their own understanding. Paraphrasing invites depth. It says, I hear you and I’m with you.

6. Rushing to Meaning Instead of Staying in Exploration

Seekers often come with difficult questions, but meaning unfolds over time. It’s tempting to rush toward resolution, but spiritual direction is about dwelling in the unknown, not forcing conclusions. Spiritual direction isn’t about tying up loose ends. Let the mystery breathe.

• Pitfall: “Maybe this is teaching you patience.”
• Try instead: “What has this experience revealed to you so far?”

Or:

• Pitfall: “That’s a clear sign you’re being called in a new direction.”
• Try instead: “How do you feel drawn to respond to this?”

Holding space for uncertainty allows seekers to encounter their own truths rather than adopting the director’s interpretations. Companion the questions. Let them ripen.

7. Objectivity vs. Presence

Some spiritual directors attempt to remain neutral or detached, but too much objectivity can create emotional distance. Seekers do not need cold analysis; they need deep listening and presence.

• Pitfall: “That’s an interesting perspective.” (Can sound dismissive.)
• Try instead: “That seems meaningful for you—can you say more?”

Or:

• Pitfall: “That’s one way to look at it.”
• Try instead: “I hear you describing this as [X]—Did I get that right? How does that feel to name aloud?”

Presence means engaging with warmth and curiosity rather than distancing through analysis. Presence doesn’t require commentary. It asks you to stay, feel, and receive.

Nederlands: 2 bolle spiegels in Brussel, Franklin Rooseveltlaan t.o. Villa Empain, Sally V, CC4.0

Individuation

Always remember: this person is not you. No matter how similar to you they may seem, they've come through a substantially different set of formative experiences. The most powerful influence comes from previous religious experience. Race, class, gender, culture, region, specific family history, and specific personal history all also make a difference. You will hear your explorer better, and they will feel safer to speak, if you can set your theories aside and just listen. Identifying too much with them is a common pitfall.

We might also get so caught up in our own emotional reactions - how we would feel if we were in a similar situation, based on our own experiences - that we miss or ignore those of the speaker. This is exactly why companions see supervisors. 

Your interior responses are a resource

At the same time, you will need to be exquisitely aware of your own internal movements. If you don’t know what your own emotions are, you can’t reliably observe theirs. If you don’t know your opinions and discomforts, you can’t set them aside (or listen to them) with discernment. 

You will receive their story consciously, some of it subliminally. If you really attend whole-heartedly you will inevitably have emotional responses to what you hear. 

This brings us back to paying attention to your own emotional landscape. Some will be your empathy letting you know what you are picking up from your seeker. Some will belong to you. Supervision can help you sort that out. As you practice you will be able to WAIT for your inner wisdom to let you know which it might be. Then you can break silence to ask if the emotion you are noticing might resonate with your seeker.

The Dance of Presence and Self-Awareness

Your internal responses are a resource—but only if you’re aware of them. Notice your emotions. Discern what’s yours and what’s resonating from your explorer. That discernment takes time—and it takes supervision.

You are not your explorer. However similar your stories may seem, their life, culture, formation, and pain are their own. Set your theories and projections aside. Listen.

As you practice, you’ll grow more able to WAIT—listening to your own wisdom before speaking. When something arises in you, pause and ask: Might this resonate with them? If so, offer it lightly. Let them be the one to decide.

Do Let Them Know You're Present 

Explorers need to know that somebody witnesses them, valuing them as human, supporting their quest. They can venture deeper, and face what they find, when they know they are not alone.

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Practice: Honing Your Presence

This week, notice:

1. How often do you ask open ended vs. closed questions?
2. Do you paraphrase in a way that deepens reflection or do you simply repeat?
3. When do you feel the urge to fill silence? What happens when you resist?
4. Are you naming the explorer's experience—or making space for them to name it for themselves?

Try this in everyday life, too—at the grocery store, in meetings, with family. W.A.I.T. doesn’t mean “don’t talk”—it means know why you are speaking.

Maybe you’re easing discomfort. Maybe you’re trying to fix something. Maybe Spirit is nudging you to speak. In every case, awareness serves the sacred.

The best spiritual direction is spacious and invitational. Holding silence, asking open-ended questions, and listening with presence create the conditions for seekers to uncover their own wisdom.

Beloved, you are whole, holy, and worthy.

— Rev. Amy